Hey. If you're reading this, then I've got to tell you that for the next 30 days or so, I will be out of touch. Where I'm going, I cannot say, at least for the time being... I cannot say where. I don't know for sure how long I will be gone, I don't know where I'm going to go when I am set free.

I don't know anything right now, to be honest. Other than, I am absolutely terrified.

But for the next month or so, and if you are reading this, please keep me in high hopes and in your prayers also.

I want to believe that God has got a hold on me.

And I want to come out of this stronger, healthier, and with such a passion for the things of Jesus.

I had a fire burning for Him once before, but it was quickly extinguished by the enemy.

This time...

I want the fire to stay. Through all seasons. And I want the power of Jesus to cast the enemy away. I want guardians surrounding me day and night, so that nothing other than God can touch me. That is what I am longing for.

That.

And getting clean.

For the last time. So that I never have to do this again.

Once and for all.

I will be set free... (I hope..)