Changes.

It's hard to have strength when there's nothing to eat.
And it's hard to eat when you don't have the teeth.
And how, when you lose the one thing you love, there's nothing below and there's nothing above.

It's hard to accept what you don't understand.
And it's hard to launch without knowing how to land.
And how, when it burns, you can't change a thing...
You can soften the blow, but you can't stop the sting.

Well, I've been going through changes. I've been going through changes. I've been going through changes, oh, with nothing at all.

I am still yours, even if you're not mine.
I stare at the floor and I study the lines.
Oh, I took my place at the back of the crowd.
Baby I couldn't see, but at least it was loud.
At least it was loud.

I've been going through changes.
And I know that I've needed changes.. No, but not this.
Cause this is not painless, oh.
This is not painless.

"Going Through Changes" by Army of Me

I chose to post these song lyrics as my first post (in forever) while I'm in Denver because well, I AM going through changes. I'm somewhere new where I know no one (although thanks to a very dear friend back in LA, I have met a few girls), not to mention that I'm over 1,000 miles from the one I love absolutely most. And yes, some of these changes really are not painless... But it's not all bad, ya know. I'm in the city where my mom lived when she was my age AND I am out here with my Daddy. Which is amazing. We are getting to know each other not only as father-daughter, but also as friends... I'll write more about all of this later, but I just thought I'd start this blog up again.

Hope you enjoy reading because as you read, you are joining alongside me in this crazy journey.

And that just absolutely fills my heart. So, a very special thanks to all my readers... Love you all. So so much.