Keep me in your prayers in the days to come. I've got a bit of a rough road ahead.

Hey friends,

I am writing to you now because I am in desperate need of your help, whether it be financial help or simply sending your thoughts and prayers.

I have nowhere else to turn and although I know I have asked in the past, right now is urgent. And I understand if you may be skeptical in doing so, but I assure you that this is a real emergency. I wanted to keep this vague, but if you would like to know what is going on, feel free to send me a message.

I am on my knees right now, hoping, pleading, and praying that you find it in your heart to bless/help me financially. Every dollar helps.

I love you all and I thank you in advance for any help you may give.....

May hearts be  open, I pray.

I am the walking dead.

Sometimes I wish a zombie apocalypse would happen, because I like to think that I would be a different person...

It would force me to become a better person, and I would be a better person for it.

I would be stronger, I would be courageous. I wouldn't be stuck... I wouldn't be addicted.

I can't help but feel like nothing will change, that I won't change, unless I'm forced into it. I don't mean forced as in: locked up, being in rehab, etc...

I mean a huge, drastic force... I'm talking an end of the world force.